Party.

We [the Friendship] are having another party.
I don't know how I feel about that, but I'm the lucky hostess.
I just hope it goes well.
My friends are confident, riding on the outrageous success of our Ugly Sweater party in December, but I'm not so sure. We'll try and make it fun, no matter what, but I don't want to be embarrassed- especially if the person I like shows up. The theme is Black and White, which should be kind of sweet...
I guess we'll see.
I wish this weren't so difficult for me.